I don't know how to express this feeling. I don't know who i should express it to or who i should hide it from. I don't know in what format or media or in what way i should express it.
People have said that i don't get angry about enough things, maybe they just don't know about the things lurking inside of me.
Every time i've expressed my feelings when i'm angry it's gone badly, people withdraw from me, get angry with me in return, realize that maybe i _am_ a bad person, i don't know.
If i can't talk about it, how do i deal with it? I don't want to make things any worse than they already are.