I didn't spend too much time thinking about Kialyn or Morna, but I still wasn't in the best of moods.
By the time I got there, I'd already been awake for more than 12 hours, so I was already starting to feel a little tired.
I then proceded to be entirely unproductive. The initial unhappiness from thinking about Kialyn probably started it, but after that it was a completly self-sufficient cycle.
This really sucks, because I obviously can't go home early. (Unlike programmers at some companies, our "flex hours" aren't very flexible) yet I am stuck at work wasting time getting nothing done, getting further behind schedule so that I'll have to work longer later to make up for it.
I only had a few episodes of "oh my god my life is falling apart," today, probably cause I was so tired. Not sure it was worth the trade-off though, I don't know.
I should get some sleep, but now that I'm at home I'm not feeling as tired, of course.