The "Current Mood" box does not seem to have an option that properly indicates the depth of my despair. It is the evening of Valentine's Day, and I am alone at home, while Morna is having diner and spending the night with Bricriu.

Not that this is different from most other nights, but the fact that this is supposed to be a night for lovers just makes the wounds deeper than normal.

So much pain, and it never seems to end. I can not even want resolution, because all the indications at the momment point to the only possible resolution at this point being her breaking up with me officially.

Perhaps I am stupid for not desiring what is effectively the unofficial state being made official, but as long as it isn't, I have an excuse to see her regularly, and there is hope, however small, that things could improve.