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18 June 2001 @ 11:54 am
I went clubbing last night and had a fairly good time.

I danced a lot, saw lots of cute girls, and I got to rub Deirdre's back, which is about as much interaction as I ever have with any girl besides Allyn.

After the club closed Deirdre wanted to spend some more time with the friend she came to the club with, so I went home.

When I got home I wasn't actually tired at all, it felt kind of like my body had been packed with energy, which is strange, because I should have been exhausted after dancing that much.

Despite not feeling tired, I fell asleep pretty quickly. When I woke up in the morning though, I felt tired. Life's not fair.

I'm feeling kind of empty right now, kind of numb. I did a pretty good job of draining out all my rage last night at the club, but I don't have Ally with me to love right now, so there's just... nothing.

Hopefully I'll get to see Allyn tonight though. If not, maybe I can go do something with Shawkial and Gwri. I want to be with people right now. Well, people I get along with.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
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DonAithnendonaithnen on June 18th, 2001 01:40 pm (UTC)

*hug* know you love me, thank you darling

I'm a little worried about things in your life, but I'm also upset about where I'm going to be living in two weeks, and about money, and about not being able to spend much time with you until I do find a place to live, and about getting enough things done at work. Lots of little and medium and large things all piling up.

Don't be scared please *kiss*