January 12th, 2005


That was really strange

I was actually having dream last night that i actually remembered bits and pieces of. Parts of it involved driving around but being really sucky and swerving all over whenever i tried to make a turn, and other parts involved me being with an SO in a resturant or something, which was nice for as long as those bits lasted =P But then either in one of the bits or in one of the bits between bits i suddenly had a thought something along the lines of "i feel pretty well rested," which then immediatly triggered a panic reflex of "oh my god i must have overslept!" and woke me up. So i frantically looked at the clock and it was 4:30, a half hour before my alarm was set to go off. Then since i was still feeling paranoid i peeked outside the window to make sure it was still dark and i hadn't somehow slept for 17 or so hours :) Then i went back to half-sleep for another half hour.

Now that i'm up and awake i feel really unfocused. Spent even longer than normal in the shower since i was doing my get focused on one line of thought and just stand there then realize i wasn't actually showering and start again but then get on another line of thought routine =P But at least i don't _feel_ tired even if i'm not all there mentally :)


Today did not go as well as yesterday. The conference itself went okay, but no one wanted to hang out with me afterwards :( So i tried killing some time playing FF2 on my DS in the hopes that traffic would get better, but that got too depressing so i headed home at 5:20. Yesterday i left at 6:30 and got home at 7:30, today i left at 5:20 and got home at 7 =P

I should make myself go do laundry, but i'm not feeling very motivated.
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