April 29th, 2001

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Just got back from visiting my friend, who shall from now on be refered to Shawkial unless she decides to stop being anonymous ;) Like all the nicks on here, I've tried to make it appropriate in the particular language I'm working with. Given lots of poetic leeway at least =)

She spent a lot of time trying to help put me back together (thank you *hug*) I still feel very broken though.

It sounds like Kialyn is having a tough time getting things worked out. As much as I wish she wasn't making this decision, I also wish things weren't so hard on her =(

I'm tired, tired enough that it doesn't hurt so much, and I don't feel quite so insane. Shawkial probably deserves a lot of credit too.

Oh well, I'm sure I'll be hurting just as much again soon. That's the way my life seems to work.
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Is there any point in going on when you've already found perfection, and then lost it again?

It seemed like I had everything I really needed in my life when I had Morna, now everything seems so empty. Now that I've lost her, every girl I think about at some point ends up getting compared to her. I'm not sure that I'll ever be able to find a girl that will keep the images of Morna and Bricriu fucking each other out of my head.

If every girl that I get involved with just means one more that will keep on hurting once the relationship ends, then what's the point of even bothering?

It will all end in pain anyway.
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