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04 June 2002 @ 02:09 am
broken broken broken  
why does it feel like everything is falling apart?

I could feel shattered pieces falling away from me on the drive home.

In another month Shawkial and Gwri will be gone, and there will be nothing here but my kitty. I wish i could talke my kitty to work with me. Love my kitty. And my kitty tollerates me cause i give her food and water when i'm around. Wish relationships with people were that simple.

I wish i had more people to share my life with. Wish i had someone very important to share it with.

Maybe i should sleep. Not feeling very tired right now though, just bad.
Current Mood: empty
Kelem Kilnarak: Sibyl - Upsetkaranlikmelek on June 4th, 2002 03:49 am (UTC)
Kitties are nice. They'll love you no matter what, although they don't seem so shallow as dogs. Well, I guess it depends on the cat... But yeah. Kitties are nice. Make you feel better when you're down (it's hard to keep crying when there's a large purring ball of fur sitting on you and being all affectionate).

Hope you feel at least somewhat better... /l.- I'm normally not much of an optimist, and I don't know you that well, but you seem like a nice guy, so things'll have to look up eventually...
dustgrl on June 5th, 2002 02:58 am (UTC)

I remember feeling just this way during the heyday of napster.
WE were working 30 hour days and Jason had gone of to europe
for 3 weeks and I felt absolutely alone. When he came back
our relationship became more and more distant as I was never
ever there.

Life takes so much time and energy and it's impossible to
devote enough time to it EVER but when you are working even
the basic maintenance can be so much more time than is
available until one day you look up and it is all gone.

But that's ok though the company can lay off the broken shell
and hire someone new, someone ready to sacrifice it all.
Silverhawksilverhawk on June 5th, 2002 12:52 pm (UTC)
You want to take care of my cat, too?