This is kind of an adjunct to a thought proccess i've been having, which is that i'm really weird. (Not that anyone else didn't know that, but anyways =)
A couple months ago i posted a mp3 list of what i was listening to at work, which turned out to be very usefull, because when i got layed off there i didn't have the chance to take the mp3s with me in any format.
When i started working here i looked up the list so i could download the mp3s again and make a new list. One problem, although i know the name of the mp3s, i don't know the sites i got them from. I did some searches on the web and found some of them, though i couldn't find the exact same sites. Morpheus was installed on this computer, and i eventually found some of them that way. I also ended up installing AudioGalaxy which has let me find a lot more.
However some of the ones i've found aren't _exactly_ the same as the old ones i had, and for some reason that disturbs me. In some cases it's just minor changes, in which case i try to tell myself that it doesn't matter, but it still itches at me, even if it's something as trivial as a change of name in the file with the song being (as far as i can tell) identical.
In other cases the differences are obvious, and it bugs the fuck out of me, even if the new one i've got it "better" in some way. The version of Ultra Relax i have now is longer version of the one i had at Westwood instead of just the TV opening, but i still want a copy of that old version!
It's all tangible evidence of the fact that i remain too focused on the past, and the way things used to be.
Now for the list, hopefully i won't be using this for reconstructive purposes at another job for quite some time =)
Yeah, there's some poppy stuff in here too, so sue me =P
In no particular order:
Karissa Noel - Corrupt.mp3
Garbage - Push It.mp3
Garbage - Only Happy When It Rains.mp3
The Corrs - Breathless.mp3
Jimmy Eat World - The Middle.mp3
Linkin Park - In the End.mp3
Michelle Branch - 03 - All You Wanted.mp3
Nickelback - How you remind me.mp3
Nitzer Ebb - Join the chant.mp3
Puddle of Mudd 05. Blurry.mp3
Razed In Black - Oh My Goth!.mp3
Revolting Cocks - Do Ya Think I'm Sexy.mp3
Sara Mclaughlin - Silence (Broken Down Palace).mp3
Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself.mp3
Stabbing Westward - Sometimes it Hurts.mp3
Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have To Do.mp3
The Offspring - self esteem.mp3
The Offspring - keep 'em seperated.mp3
shoujo kakumei utena - rinbu revolution (red rose version).mp3
Techno, Dance, House, Etc - Castlevania Heavy Metal Kick Ass Fuckin MIx!!!.mp3
kodomo no omocha - ultra relax.mp3
(Oh My Godess Opening) My heart your heart.mp3
(Nadesico Opening) You get to burning.mp3