depressed
shelleycat's favorite months. And this month last year also happened to be when she really started going downhill. (I remember how sad she was to be stuck in the hospital during Halloween.)Half my brain is going "wow, how is it October again already, it seems like just yesterday since the last time" and the other half of my brain is going "wow, so much has happened between now and then, it seems like it ought to be more than a year's worth of stuff."
