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11 January 2002 @ 04:46 pm
I stayed up till about 2 or 3 watching Rayearth last night. got through about 13 episodes before i started drifting off.

I woke up at a little after three this morning, so about 12 hours of sleep. Why do i feel so tired then?

I feel lonely and empty and emotionally exhasuted, and i don't know why.

I can't really think of anything to do or anyone to do it with.

I miss being able to hold someone, i miss the feeling of someone else's skin against my own.

I think i'm going to go back to bed for awhile. Maybe i'll get tired of it and start feeling like doing something else. Maybe Morna will decide she has some free time today and wants to do something. Maybe i'll just fall asleep again and nothing will matter.
Current Mood: lonelylonely
Celesteashke on January 11th, 2002 04:55 pm (UTC)
i'm sorry that you are feeling lonely and emotionally exhausted. with loneliness, i find that holding a stuff animal sometimes helps. i know it's not the same as an actual human, but it does help some with the loneliness feeling. (if you have an eeyore, he loves receiving hugs especially). here, have a cookie and hug. g'luck with everything!